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[Feb. 24th, 2006|11:24 am] |
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Im still feeling the effects of what you did. I want you to have me. Im everything you said you wanted and nothing you didnt. Why am i not good enough. Why can i not suit you. I was before. Dont blow this off like normal because its rippin gme apart. you know how i feel and you know how much this hurts. please make me what you want ill do anything for you to love me like you did. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2006|03:54 am] |
I hate my life.
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fuck me
i hate it here
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i love her
this isnt fair
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|05:42 pm] |
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you fuckin suck. hahaha
Jessica fuckin rocks!!! |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|04:09 am] |
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TIRED. Im finishing this thing for geography and its stupid. Its on Japan and i dont want to do it. I like Japan and whatnot but i get sick of it sometimes. |
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| one more release |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|03:48 pm] |
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I was wrong. I neede one more chance to express this monstrosity of a life. Ive never felt so horrible. I do wish id die. If only i could right all the wrongs. Id be ok then. I love you i truly do. Im sorry it doesnt always show. |
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| final entry |
[Nov. 4th, 2005|06:11 pm] |
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Ive realized that livejournal is like me, a waste of time. Therefor this will be my last real entry. I will still read others entries but im done with this pointless typing of my feelings when it doesnt really matter. Im still going to post comments but i think im done with entries... |
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| AHH!!! |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|06:02 pm] |
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| | coughing and tv | ] |
I wish you could see me for me and be able to say yes. Im oh so in love with you but im not good enough. I wish you could feel like you did before. i know you could if you just tried. Please, try for me PLEASE!!!
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| today sucked |
[Oct. 25th, 2005|01:07 pm] |
Today sucked. I was all sick and i missed my beauty the whole time. I still am sick and i dont like it at all. Im all sneezy and my throat hurts eally bad. I want to sleep but i want to talk to her i miss her. Im not to in the mood for talking so im out. |
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| HOLY SHIT!!!!! |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|07:43 am] |
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| | grumbly stomach | ] |
I had a night to remember last night. |
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| OWCHIES |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|07:41 am] |
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My stomach is killing me rightnow. I dont want to be here, in school. I hate waking up so early and having to come and do all this work. I wish i could just sleep all throught the day and wake anytime i wanted............. |
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| fun |
[Oct. 22nd, 2005|10:54 am] |
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Last night was crazy. it was fun and im glad she had fun. we shall do it again sometime. |
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| School |
[Oct. 21st, 2005|09:26 am] |
In school. 2nd= geometry. I hate it. My class is soooo annoying!!!!!!!!! I wanna go home. I wanna sleep. I cant stand missing her. I love her too much to not have her in my life again........................... |
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| Html |
[Oct. 21st, 2005|09:23 am] |
hate
boo
SEX
LOve
lies
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| look |
[Oct. 20th, 2005|04:38 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | as i lay dying-forever | ] |
I wish I was something more to you
than just another guy... |
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| i cant |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
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i cant love you. You dont even care. |
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| i just hate it here |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
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when will my hell be realized. When will my good deeds be recognized. When will my love be appreciated. I know they all love me. I want to be in love.....strike all of that im just not ready to face myself with the truth: im not worth the trouble. all im good for is a cutting board, the board i use to carve shapes with my razor of hate. |
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| i wish it would stop. |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|04:00 pm] |
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i hate my love for you. its like the proverbial noose around my neck. |
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| fuckin dead |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|10:29 pm] |
sometimes I wish some people didnt exsist. I wish theyd just dissapear. I wish they would just die and never come back. i start to think that they have no reason to live. I think they dont deserve to live. they just need to leave. Then i realize im thiniking of myself. |
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| glad |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|10:53 pm] |
im glad you give so much thought into your decisions.........
im sick of this
HEA/RT |
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| UGH!!! |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
you know what really dont like? people who act like something they arent. It really ticks me off. Id like to kill all of them. Just rip there friggin heds off......
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